Something is changing

Yesterday I went out with my friends and for the first time in my life for not having a couple I realized that I wasn't enjoying the sufficient thing, I have to admit it I had a good time but not like the whole group, because I am totally single (the only spinster of the group). But it is incredible as being single it had never made myself feel this way, I in other occasions had gone out to bars, coffees, lounges and me was enjoying them very much. Then apparently I am changing as my way of seeing the life, and believe that it is the life itself that's asking for someone in her. I never thought that this would happen to myself. Since till now always I had been a person who to have or not to have a couple to my side wasn't meaning to have a good time, and for being so independent one that another relation finished.

Already I am not going to continue writing because still my mind is not sufficiently clear as to extract any more conclusions. I believe that for what goes of the day to extracted sufficiently, I woke up, I connected and wrote everything what came to my mind, then now I am going to think much better what is happening to me.

P.D.
Thanks to my real friends because they treated very good in every moment.