domingo, mayo 15, 2005

This Life!!!!!!

I really wanted to write so many things that really I don't know where to begin, I have more than two weeks that I don't write absolutely anything, and I have to admit it many things have passed some good and different not so good. But the important thing is that I try always to fight with the things the best i can, though there are some of them that, I ask myself why they have to be like that, why the people can't give the face if I always say to the others that they should say the truth to me it doesn't matter if i'm going to feel bad, but I have come to the conclusion that for men is better to make things like that, that to confront them like they really are. If you have another woman we know that i'm going to feel bad, but it doesn't mean i'm going to kill you, but please say it to me, have a bit of dignity and responsibility.

What more troubles me of this world is that people treat me as if I'm an idiot, hello!!!!!!!! We are in the full 21st century and there exists something that is called "tolerance", but because of it do n't act as if anything had happened. Because of it I always try to put things clear to the beginning and I say to men "say me what is what you want to put in agreement", "say to me what I have is blue you wanted it green but I do not want green " and I am going to decide if I take it blue or if simply I don't want it, but I don't like that they say a thing to me for other one. Men always live saying that they want a girl like that and everything else and when she appears as that they scare, I don't understand what happens. Sometimes I have managed to believe that I was born in the country mistaken but especially in the wrong epoch.

I don't also deal because the life has to be sometimes so complicated. But I have the power of belive that God has to someone for me in a place, that someday he will appear.


It is what passed not so good, but I have thousands of good things that to tell you but really I don't want to do it now.